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Thursday, March 5, 2015

ro lena... (shayari)

Ha tum thodi si ro lena
Main chala jaau chhor kr to thodi si ro lena
Jo main wapis na aau to thodi si ro lena…
Jazbat muhabbat k khatam kb hue hain
Tum aansuo se chehre ko dho lena
Har poonam ki raat jb jikr kare chaand mera
Tum apna hath dua me utha lena
Muhabbat hoti hi tanha pasand h
Jo suno mehfilo me naam hmara
To nazro ko thodi si jhuka lena
Haan wo saawan ki barsaat ab bhi adhuri hai
Tum thodi si geet gunguna dena
Wo Juhi jo khil k Kamal ban gyi
Use tod kr baalo me ab saja lena…
Koi hawa paigam le aye agar mera
Tum apni wo pyari ada dikha dena…
Tera saya January ki dhoop jaisa
Tu meri yaado ko aanchal me chupa lena
Kbhi julfe bikhar kr chehre par aaye
To thoda sa muskura dena
Chhu na paye tujhe dark ka tinka
Tu yaado ko meri kho dena
Tu rehna azaad panchhi ki tarah
Bus tanhai me thodi si ro lena
(c) Kamal Paneru

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

I Never Got The Chance To Tell Her I Loved Her

It was the first day of school. That was the first time I saw her. An angel sent from heaven in my eyes. And at that very moment. I knew she was going to be the one. You could call it love at first sight if you want.

As time passed by, we became friends. Started talking and hanging out and before I knew it, I was falling for her more and more each day. But I knew, I knew from the start that I loved her and I didn't know why. I knew I wanted her but I wasn't sure yet if she wanted me.

I've always been shy towards girls I crush on. I've always seen my shyness as an obstacle to me in my life and once again I was proved right. I loved her more than the stars loved to shine in the dazzling nights. But I was afraid. I was scared to tell her how I felt. Maybe it was the fear of rejection or maybe I was afraid I'd lose her as a friend once she found out.

So I kept it all to myself. I buried my feelings towards her deep inside myself and not to a single soul I would show my true feelings. For I knew that time would catch up to me sooner or later and one day I'll wake up and she won't be there anymore. I wanted to tell her but I didn't know why I couldn't...

Before I knew it months went by and she was packing her bags to move away. She was traveling half a world away I couldn't believe this was really happening. The day I wished every night never to come has finally arrived.

Before she left, she came up to me and told me I was one of the best friends she ever had. She looked me straight in the eyes for a brief moment like she knew I was dying on the inside just burning up to tell her something but it wouldn't just come out. She gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek. As she wrapped her arms around me I wished time would freeze. I wouldn't mind being stuck like that forever...

The truth is, in the end nothing matters. It's what you did before you reached the end that matters.