silence

Silence doesn't always mean "yes". sometimes it means, I'm tired of explaining to people who don't even care to understand.

Cover Page: Why Should I Love You by Kamal Paneru

kuch adbhut

and i love..

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bus yu hi tera sath ho...

main rahu akela magar teri baat ho

jheel kinare baithu jab to saya tera nazar aaye

pani me bikhre mere jazbat ho

kuch main kahu apne labo se

kuch aankho se kahi teri baat ho

main simat'ta chala jaau teri baajuo me

kbhi na khatm ho, aisi koi raat ho

bus yu tera sath ho

machal jaye dunia jab tere deedar ko

tera aksh meri aankho k paas ho.

kuch kasam de mujhe apne pyar ki

ishq me barbad ho jau magar wajud aabaad ho

main pighlta rahu teri muhabbat me toot kar

jo mujhe thame wo tera hath ho.

-(c) Kamal Paneru

kuch to hua hoga...

koi khat likha to hoga.

tune mere bare me kisi se kaha to hoga

pehchan teri aankho me meri anjaan hi rhi

tune akele me mera naam kbhi kaha to hoga

hui badnaami teri aaj mere naam k sath

tune khamosh labo se sb saha to hoga...

kaise ruksat karu tujhe main apne dil se

tune saanso ko mera paigaam kaha to hoga

din bhar tapti dhoop, aur fir raat amaawas ki

teri aankho me, yado ka kankar rha to hoga

beshaq naa maan aaj mujhe tu apna

kbhi tera bhi samundar mere liye baha to hoga...

-(c)Kamal Paneru

ek zindgi udhaar ki

kuch udhaar ki zindgi wo jiya krta tha...

kuch aansu the aankho me, unhe piya krta tha

hairan the sb, use rota dekh kr

jo hr pal ko itminaan se jiya krta tha

aaj baith k pehlu me uske, jajbato ko samjha

jo kabhi pyar bhi jee-jaan se kiya krta tha...

khamos sa afsana reh gya darmiyaan ab

kbhi khuda ko bhi hairan kia krta tha

haal bayaan kr rhi thi uske hotho ki zard dhoop

kaise wo apne jakhm siya krta tha...

muqaddar bhi rooth baitha us maasum dil se

jo khud ko sbke liye pighla dia krta tha...

-(c)Kamal Paneru

ek judai

tujhse door reh kar ye khud ko saja di maine

teri chahat me dunia bhula di maine

tera asks jab jab aankho me aaya

aankho se ek nadi baha di maine

tu krta rha sitam gairo ki baho me reh kr

phle dil se fir dunia se ye bat chhupa li maine

tera wajood b na rha ab muntzir

aankho se bas teri tasveer bna li maine

wo brahmin padh gya k tu kismat me nhi h

usi roj hatho se apne har lakeer mita li maine

tujhse milne ki jab jab aag lagi dil me

aansuo se wo aag bujha li maine

ek muddat hui tune palat kr nhi dekha mujhko

aaj apni hasti dunia se hata li maine

-(c) Kamal Paneru

aakhir ye hai kya

har baat chhupate ho, doori darmiyaan me hai kya

muh fer kar chup rhe, chaale padh gye jubaan me kya

mera lehza hi teekha h, nukhs hai kuch mere bayaan me kya

4 din ki wehsat dikhi tmhe, saadgi nahi is "kamal" nadaan me kya

kuch pal hain, sath guzaar lo, fir milne aaoge hme shamshan me kya?

hmari kismat hi adhuri, itna btao khot hai us bhagwan me kya?

-(c) Kamal Paneru